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realised that i really dunno alot and very careless. the Study guide and examination report are driving me crazy... haha i have been wondering about wat i wanna be in the future, wat i wanna work as.... most probably wont be going into IT line. althought i wanna too. but i think with what i have now i cant get far. how many additional course and cert do i have to attain jus to be a delevoper. how can i move up the ladder if i only have limited knowledge. hmm....
havnt been blogging as my room was attacked by bugs. at first i thought i was jus some bed bug so i ask my maid to sun my bed as well as change all the cover. moreover i tot i was my sister who brought back all those bugs from her hostel. it was till we realise that the our room was invaded by all kinds of buggy- silverfish is the only one that i recognise. Those bugs were crawling along the window from one end to another, on the table along the side of the bed and on the wall. the sight simply make mi itch. then we called the Pest control immediately, according to them, they suspect those bugs came from the big old tree at my neighbour place. Since my room is close to that tree it is not difficult for them to visit my room.
It have been two week since the pest control came, yet the moment i step into my room i still feel the tingering and itchy feeling. Have been sleeping in the living room for week, till the day my house is renovated i don think i will ever sleep in the room again. hmm..
Exam is round the corner!!! yet my revision pace was extremly slow. simply couldnt put my mind down and study, esp when i'm home. everytime i realise i am so far behind my fren i felt gulity and really wanna do more. for example, ivy have finish reading the Esap Textbook all she does now was jus to revise, yet i am still spending alots of time trying to understand the topic.
Deming have finish doing his Organisation Theory Notes and all he does not was to add more info to the notes and grab more info thru discussion. Jing and Joanne keep asking mi question regarding POA yet i havnt start revising that. i also dunno what i am doing why am i so slow, i always have the thinking that i am doing ok, i did constantly study in school, plan my timetable and topic to focus on each day. Yet i think i wasnt getting anywhere.
Perhaps i wasnt doing it the right way. so worried i couldnt finish what i intend to cover, esp when ppl spoil my plans, i will get very frustrated and irritated. i think it is time i have to concentrate and focus.
Other than me, my sibling and parent were facing lots of problems too. suddenly my parent co seriously lack of manpower, lose a big deal a week ago and so on... After hearing wat they face i also dunno how to help e situation. no matter how much i don wish to go down n help them, i try my best not to reject their request until they settle their problem.
time to go back to my books! tata
Ah Jiao
21th Sep 1985
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